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 Fuck you. I m trying to be serious, to answer the question you asked. Joey was still moving
inside him, and Vlad seriously considered telling the man they could talk about this later, after both of
them had come, but he feared he would lose his nerve.
 Go on, baby. I m sorry.
Vlad shook his head.  I don t know if I can do this.
 Do what?
The soothing rubbing returned, and Vlad s heart stopped feeling like it was going to leap out of
his chest.  I want you so much. I like you so much.
 Well, that s good. We agree.
 Yeah, definitely. I like you more than I should.
Why did I just admit such a thing?
 Not for me to say.
Joey s tone was careful and level, and Vlad finally turned to look at him. His face flamed as Joey
stared back at him, his expression serious.  You have some part in this.
 A big part. But you still haven t explained what s going on in that hot head of yours, and I m not
talking about the one at the end of your dick.
 When I said I was nervous about me being on the bottom because I had never done it, I was not
being fully truthful.
 Oh?
Joey sat back on his heels after pulling out completely, and Vlad rolled onto his back, watching
as a thin bead of sweat worked its way down Joey s chest. When he raised his gaze, Joey was
smirking.
 You were saying?
 I really was scared, because I d never been on the bottom before. Hell, I ve hardly ever done
anything. But also it was like the& what do you Americans say&  Vlad shook his head, frustrated in
his inability to get his point across.  The final nail in the coffin.
 You re comparing being gay to being buried in a coffin?
 No. Shit. I can t say this right. Vlad scrubbed a hand through his hair and sat up. He felt weird
lying down while Joey was seated; like he was at some kind of disadvantage.  I guess it meant I was
gay.
 I went through a lot, figuring out I was gay, baby, but I don t understand what you re trying to
say. I m sorry.
 I could say if I let a guy suck me off I was not really gay, because like I said before, having your
dick sucked feels good no matter who is doing it. Vlad shrugged.  And even fucking a man. You can
fuck a woman in the ass too, so it s not bad. I could even say I wasn t gay if I gave another guy head.
Joey bridged his nose between his thumb and forefinger.  How do you figure?
 I was just seeing what it was like. I was curious.
 But if you let me put my dick up your ass, you re suddenly gay?
 It s different than anything else we could do.
 Because?
The poor guy s erection had completely flagged, and Vlad felt like a jerk.
He squirmed and then felt ridiculous. Vlad hadn t squirmed since he was about seven years old.
 Because if I take you inside my body, I am letting you fuck me. I am offering my ass to be fucked.
Slapping the bed, he said,  What I am is an idiot. I m sorry.
 No, this is important.
Joey rose and headed toward the bathroom. When he neared the open door, he turned around and
speared Vlad with a look that could ve made a president give up his nuclear codes.
 Do. Not. Move.
Vlad nodded. When Joey closed the door to the bathroom, Vlad fell back against the pillows.
Everything had been fine. He d felt good. Why was he still letting opinions he shouldn t care about
influence him? He d wanted his first time to be perfect, but instead it was a disaster.
A tear escaped, and Vlad hastily wiped at it. But another followed, and despite his best efforts,
Joey seemed to zero right in on them when he reentered the room.
 What the fuck? You need to let it out, whatever it is. Lying down, he gathered Vlad in his arms.
 You re safe here. Just let it out. Cry if you need to. It might help.
 I bet you never dealt with this in the military.
Joey scoffed.  I did. Plenty of times. And if you think big, bad special ops guys don t cry, you re
dead wrong. You wouldn t believe the shit I ve seen. Sometimes it just overwhelms you.
 I m sorry. I cannot even imagine the things you have had to do. I did not mean to offend you.
Could this day get any worse? Another tear tracked down his face. Yes. Yes, it could.
 You didn t, baby. I was making a point. He gathered Vlad tighter.  Come on. You ll feel
better.
Vlad sniffled.  I can t believe I am crying when we could be having sex. I am so stupid.
 No, you re not, Joey gave him a little shake.  You ve been under an incredible amount of stress
for a long, long time. Of course you were bound to snap. Having sex for the first time would certainly
be a good reason to freak out.
 I m sorry.
 None of that either. We have plenty of time.
Vlad tried to turn away and hide his face, but Joey refused to let him. There weren t many guys
who were an equal to him in strength. It turned him on that he couldn t manhandle Joey.
 No. Stay with me.
Vlad pushed out of Joey s arms and flipped over on the bed but yowled when Joey s hand came
down hard on his ass.
 What did I tell you?
Why the fuck is that growl so sexy?
Joey spanked him again.  What did I tell you? Another hard slap.  I m here for you, and I don t
want you to hide from me.
 I m acting like a baby. Several more hard slaps fell.  I never knew you were into this kind of
thing, he finished with a grumble.
 I am when my boyfriend is being an ass. Seems like the most appropriate thing to do is redden
his ass for him.
 Fine. Vlad turned onto his back again, wincing a little when his sore ass came into contact with
the sheets. Joey shifted, taking Vlad s dick in his mouth, and with a muffled curse, Vlad grabbed
Joey s head.  Fuck. What are you doing?
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